Time to Start Anew

Well, I haven't been posting lately. I guess I've been real busy. Or when I wasn't busy I had just straight up writer's block and didn't know what to post about. So let me catch you guys up to speed. Let's see, I broke up with my girlfriend. It really sucked but we are starting slowly to become friends again, so what more could I ask for? My class took the graduation test last week. I could have been brain-dead and unconscious and still pass it. I still have my job. My town is having its annual Blessing of the Fleet this weekend. Nothing says "I love boats" like funnel cake and Rhett Atkins singing "That Ain't My Truck" AGAIN! Don't Get me wrong, I just LOVE country music, my heart beats to the rhythm of the drums and fiddles. But it's about time for another performer to come on stage one of these years. I feel like the town is in a rut just repeating the same thing. Which is no help for me trying to get out of MY rut of living life without much feeling. I want to be easily excited again. Skeen can tell you, I may be annoying, but normally I at LEAST try to make everything exciting. But now I'm just... I don't know... going through the motions. How can I live everyday like it's my last if I don't have the drive to do it? Well that's my side of the story.